Earlier I was just fooling around opening gallery in my tablet and I found interesting old pictures. So, now I'll post those pictures including the ones that I've already posted here before~ If I remembered correctly this was from back then when I was one of the committee in order to plan my school's art festival. This was taken at the Bata Merah restaurant near my school.
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Hey guys, it's been ages since the last time I posted something here. Sooo now I want to tell you what I'm addicted to lately.
Recently, I am so into a social media called Skype. You could use Skype to go on video calls or simply make regular calls with working internet connection. The reason behind this addiction was my friend in Palembang. We've been friends for a long time now but we haven't seen or even met each other. So yesterday I've got an idea to hear her voice and IT told her to install Skype. It was a hella tiring effort to help her troubleshoot the problems installing Skype but in the end we manage to get her Skype to work. So when we were going to make a call, my heart was thumping really hard for some reason xD AANDD FINALLY I CALLED HER. OMG SO NERVOUS. So "Hello?" was the first word I say to her and she just laughed when she heard my voice! ... I can't help but to laugh as well. Then she replied with a hello as well, but not saying much as in her brother was sleeping next to her. She didn't want to wake him up. So we just kinda chat while we laugh at each other for some reason xD and then we did something random like showing what was in our room and did some quiz about stuff in our room as well xD I tell you it was one weird call~ By the way we chatted for like 3 hours from 2AM until 5AM xD idk how in the world I wasn't getting caught for not sleeping wahahahaha the next day (well actually later in the afternoon xD) we resumed our calls, but this time only voice calls because the internet quality was poor _(:3 You know what guys, I don't feel like I wanna love anybody now. You guys must be surprised when you read this (or not, idk) but lately I don't feel so certain about my own feelings. Well as you all probably know I am now currently falling for a boy who lived in another city, who's also my close friend and a friend with the same taste in everything. But ah, because he's frequently show up and gone from texting me I began to ponder whether my feelings for him were still here in my heart or not.
I know you probably don't care about this problem of mine but the heck. I really want to pour this heavy feelings that weighted on my mind ;;w;; Yeah and as I already said 'whether my feelings for him were still here or not' but in reality whenever he texted me I became so, sooo happy despite what subject we are talking or how long it took for him to reply my text back. This is unfair, really. Whenever I say my feelings to him in sentence like, "hey, I might fell for you more" when he did something unbelievably cute to me, he would always, like every time, says "ah please don't give people false hope with your words." What. WHAAAAAT???!! I WAS SINCERE WHEN I TOLD YOU THAT WHY CAN'T YOU TELL OMG HOW DENSE ARE YOU are the words I really want to say to him, with my own voice in front of his face, not by texting him. Alas, I can't do that cause yes, he lives in another city. Now I sounded really desperate. Yeah, I was dreaming something which I considered reaaallly unexpected. This is because I was dreaming about being the girlfriend of------------------ my best friend. Well no, actually being a lover of your own best friend is a common thing but still... and I am not in love with him or whatsoever--
Anyway, here's the story of my dream. If I remembered correctly, in my dream I was at school and the teacher was giving some assignment to be done in partner. And so we drew some papers and it turns out that I was paired with my best friend. ... Tbh in my dream for some reason I feel like I really, REALLY liked him and I did think that this assignment is a way to get more and more closer to him. And something is wrong here; this year we are not in the same class. Well dreams can't be controlled so the hell with the reality. So the assignment was to search and collect some plants which are in a list that was given by the teacher. The plants varies from the ones we would easily find in school yard to the ones we must get in mountains and beaches--- or such. Yeah so he and I began to search the entire school yard for the easiest plant and while we were searching for it somehow I eagerly making moves towards him as if it is telling him to get to know my feelings. ... And the result was, without saying 'I like you' or such, he held my hand and he stared at me lovingly. OMG I STILL REMEMBERED THE LOOK ON HIS FACE WHEN HE LOOKED AT ME IN MY DREAM. It's the look of 'Yes, I know your feelings and I am feeling the same way too.' //I do wish this happens with me in real life; not with him but with my crush in another city// I felt really, REALLY happy when he stared at me like that, even my sleeping body feeling the tenderness of his eyes. Plus, he has the color of light brown as his eyes so this made me melt more. His eyes color is like this girl's: |
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