Yeah, I was dreaming something which I considered reaaallly unexpected. This is because I was dreaming about being the girlfriend of------------------ my best friend. Well no, actually being a lover of your own best friend is a common thing but still... and I am not in love with him or whatsoever--
Anyway, here's the story of my dream. If I remembered correctly, in my dream I was at school and the teacher was giving some assignment to be done in partner. And so we drew some papers and it turns out that I was paired with my best friend. ... Tbh in my dream for some reason I feel like I really, REALLY liked him and I did think that this assignment is a way to get more and more closer to him. And something is wrong here; this year we are not in the same class. Well dreams can't be controlled so the hell with the reality.
So the assignment was to search and collect some plants which are in a list that was given by the teacher. The plants varies from the ones we would easily find in school yard to the ones we must get in mountains and beaches--- or such. Yeah so he and I began to search the entire school yard for the easiest plant and while we were searching for it somehow I eagerly making moves towards him as if it is telling him to get to know my feelings. ... And the result was, without saying 'I like you' or such, he held my hand and he stared at me lovingly. OMG I STILL REMEMBERED THE LOOK ON HIS FACE WHEN HE LOOKED AT ME IN MY DREAM. It's the look of 'Yes, I know your feelings and I am feeling the same way too.' //I do wish this happens with me in real life; not with him but with my crush in another city// I felt really, REALLY happy when he stared at me like that, even my sleeping body feeling the tenderness of his eyes. Plus, he has the color of light brown as his eyes so this made me melt more.
His eyes color is like this girl's:
Anyway, here's the story of my dream. If I remembered correctly, in my dream I was at school and the teacher was giving some assignment to be done in partner. And so we drew some papers and it turns out that I was paired with my best friend. ... Tbh in my dream for some reason I feel like I really, REALLY liked him and I did think that this assignment is a way to get more and more closer to him. And something is wrong here; this year we are not in the same class. Well dreams can't be controlled so the hell with the reality.
So the assignment was to search and collect some plants which are in a list that was given by the teacher. The plants varies from the ones we would easily find in school yard to the ones we must get in mountains and beaches--- or such. Yeah so he and I began to search the entire school yard for the easiest plant and while we were searching for it somehow I eagerly making moves towards him as if it is telling him to get to know my feelings. ... And the result was, without saying 'I like you' or such, he held my hand and he stared at me lovingly. OMG I STILL REMEMBERED THE LOOK ON HIS FACE WHEN HE LOOKED AT ME IN MY DREAM. It's the look of 'Yes, I know your feelings and I am feeling the same way too.' //I do wish this happens with me in real life; not with him but with my crush in another city// I felt really, REALLY happy when he stared at me like that, even my sleeping body feeling the tenderness of his eyes. Plus, he has the color of light brown as his eyes so this made me melt more.
His eyes color is like this girl's:
And so we finished off our collecting in school and went back home. Later on the night time when I looked at my chat on his bio he wrote "IDI{}" AND IDI STANDS FOR MY NAME. MY REAL NAME. Omg I still remembered I was feeling REAAAAALLY happy in my dream when I saw this. And then he chat me like, "Do you like my bio?" YES OF COURSE OMG that was really cute of you, I thought while I tried to not cry in happiness. You know, though this is just a dream, it felt so real. So, to return the favor, I put "SNTIGN:3" in my bio which stands as his full name. GOD. IS THIS WHAT IT FELT LIKE HAVING A BOYFRIEND? This is really beautiful even though it's only in my dream.
So we make a promise to go to a place to collect the rest of the plant, if I remembered correctly we then went to some place where the scenery is still green, just the two of us. And so we collect the rest while enjoying our self like we went on a date. This is such a happy dream for me. And you know this dream keep happening even though I woke up and then went back to sleep again.
But seriously, I shouldn't be dreaming of being his girlfriend. Why?
Okay so here's the problem: 1) He's my best friend and if we actually ended up together we might distant from each other when we broke up; 2) I'm currently falling for a boy in another city... or so I think, that's why I can't. The boy I am falling for right now also has some feelings for me and we already promise sweet stuff to be done together; 3) He has a different religion from me, and THAT'S the biggest problem. Maybe if he has the same religion as me I would fall for him instead.
Ah.
Btw once I read an article about dreaming of being in a relationship with your best friend and it says that if you dream of that you're actually WANTED TO BE in a relationship with that person. ... Is that the truth? Or am I just missing my another city crush?
... It could be both. I don't know, I am not certain of my feeling for him--- because once I fell for him too, because his sudden sweet actions towards me. Sweet like, talking in low tone and patiently, funny and keep getting smart also cute.
...
Oh god, why are you turning into someone I would yearn for please just stay as you are don't change so dramatically like that I might fall for you harder if you do.
Please my friend.
So we make a promise to go to a place to collect the rest of the plant, if I remembered correctly we then went to some place where the scenery is still green, just the two of us. And so we collect the rest while enjoying our self like we went on a date. This is such a happy dream for me. And you know this dream keep happening even though I woke up and then went back to sleep again.
But seriously, I shouldn't be dreaming of being his girlfriend. Why?
Okay so here's the problem: 1) He's my best friend and if we actually ended up together we might distant from each other when we broke up; 2) I'm currently falling for a boy in another city... or so I think, that's why I can't. The boy I am falling for right now also has some feelings for me and we already promise sweet stuff to be done together; 3) He has a different religion from me, and THAT'S the biggest problem. Maybe if he has the same religion as me I would fall for him instead.
Ah.
Btw once I read an article about dreaming of being in a relationship with your best friend and it says that if you dream of that you're actually WANTED TO BE in a relationship with that person. ... Is that the truth? Or am I just missing my another city crush?
... It could be both. I don't know, I am not certain of my feeling for him--- because once I fell for him too, because his sudden sweet actions towards me. Sweet like, talking in low tone and patiently, funny and keep getting smart also cute.
...
Oh god, why are you turning into someone I would yearn for please just stay as you are don't change so dramatically like that I might fall for you harder if you do.
Please my friend.